I’m sorry for the life I chose
I’m sorry for walking down that road
I live a life of darkness but wish to live a life of gold
I wish my heart was filled with roses
But my heart is filled with mold
I’m only 16 years young but I feel 60 years old
I’m living in the past and can’t move forward
I’m stuck in my tracks but wanna move onward
I’m sorry!!!

In This Life of Mine


I seen a lot through my eyes in this life of mine
I seen my loved ones cry in this life of mine
I’m living too fast in this life of mine
People I love passed in this life of mine
I just wanna shine in this life of mine
All I know is grind in this life of mine
I’ve done wrong in this life of mine
I just wanna go home in this life of mine
I’m gonna change my ways in this life of mine
I want better days in this life of mine

Why Do We Breathe


Have you ever thought,
Why do we breathe?
And how when people get to be old
They have to leave
I always wanted to know,
How did everyone come to be?
How, who, and why did they choose me?
Some people say our breath is a blessing
But me, I think of it as a special lesson
Why do we breathe?
Someone, please let me know
Before I have to leave
I think I’ll be fine
If I just believe

Rise Above


You see that I’m locked up & think I’m going nowhere in life
You see that I’m caring & think I’m sweet
But you don’t know me

You would know me if…
You knew how hard it was to be called a crack baby growing up
You knew how I feel when I think people don’t care
You knew how much I wanted to go to the NBA
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A Treasure


I have spent the last 4 years searching for meaning in my short life

Trying to understand why life has been hard for me

Trying to understand why I have endured so much pain and suffering

Removed from the people I love with whom I can never be

Asking myself if some day my luck will change I’ll find happiness

And in this search I realized that luck does not exist

That each person’s story has already been written before they are born

That although my short and sad life is not what I want right now it will soon start to grow

That although in the eyes of others I am the worst that could have been

I continue to be special

That there are people who love me and want the best for me;

People in whom live true love, suffering love

He who does not only search for his own but also that of others

Love that doesn’t irritate

Love that doesn’t hold a grudge

Love that bears all things, believes in everyone

Love that waits, love that supports

Forgiving love

The one and true God’s love

In my short and difficult life I have found that

And the greatest thing is that I still have a lot to live

A lot to find and a lot to learn

Dedicated to my mother.