I’m Still Here

As a man, I will accept my fate
But as a father, brother and son, I feel endless pain
People may think that because of my smile
That my conscience don’t speak to me at night out loud
And to think I thought I was untouchable
My Momma always said past things will catch up to you
There’s no excuse for my presence being missed
Daughter, I’ll do anything just to give u a kiss
I’m not much of a father, but to God I swear you are my only grace
And Momma, thank you for never wearing shame on your face
I am still blinded by day and that’s what worries me
I feel like a different person and I’m trying hard to get a grip
I once was a young man with my whole life ahead of me
I was born amongst the brave so I know I’ma be okay
Because even in danger a man like me feels safe
Sometimes I say things to God but he never reply
And it makes me wonder is it possible for God to cut all ties
I’m still here…

1 Comments

  1. Kayla on April 6, 2022 at 10:10 AM

    Your poem was so impactful; it hit me in my heart. I was particularly struck by your direct addresses to your daughter and mother. The personal touch combined with the honest emotion drew me into your thoughts and experience. Your sense of hope in the line, “I was born amongst the brave so I know I’ma be okay” was really touching to me.

    Also, your ending message that you’re still there despite unanswered prayers was powerful. It made me wonder how many people feel that same way and stirred a wish for no one to feel forgotten or ignored. This image of you reminding God and the reader that you’re still there resonated with me. I would love to see this image of you reminding people of your existence sprinkled throughout the poem even more. I think this poem could deeply resonate with others in similar situations and make them feel seen.

    You have an important message to share and a gift for conveying it. Thank you for sharing your work and your message.

    Best wishes,

    KM

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